When she got pregnant with zyla I was the first one there for her. Even when my parents were upset, I supported her, bought her baby shit, took her to her appointments. When my parents came around we helped her with her apartment, were there for her 100%. She had zyla and I was by her side for 22 fucking hours while she was in the hospital. I would come over and watch her so kendra could sleep, I’d take her for hours at a time if she asked. Then kendra and Tyler just picked up and left. Wouldn’t talk to us, wouldn’t have anything to do with us, nothing. Then she and Tyler got in a fight and he shoved her down and she called the cops and he said she was smoking meth around zyla so they arrested him, took zyla away and gave them a no contact order. I cleaned out her apartment for them which was so disgusting it took three days to get it all cleaned up and get shit picked up and out. Then she stopped talking to us again. She told dhs she didn’t want us to have zyla and she got put in a foster home. They violated their no contact order and both went to jail. She got knocked up again and gave my second neice up for adoption. Last I heard they asked for an extension on getting zyla back and she is still in that foster home. Over a year later. There’s a bunch of other little bullshit things that happened but that’s the main deal. I don’t talk to her if I don’t have to.
If you’re one if the people I care about most and I am bawling and begging you not to do something because I don’t want to see you get hurt and you tell me “oh well” I won’t get mad. I won’t freak out. I won’t do anything, really. I will just cry. Cry and blame myself for not being enough to help you. Cry because I’m not enough to make a difference. Cry because if anything happens to you, I will live with it every day for the rest of my life. Because I love you, and I wasn’t enough to save you.
DO YOU GUYS HAVE THAT ONE FRIEND THAT DOESN’T THINK SHE’S ANYTHING SPECIAL BUT SHE’S BEAUTIFUL AND FUNNY AND WITTY AND EVERYTHING AMAZING THAT YOU COULD EVER WANT IN A PERSON BUT SHE DOESN’T SEE IT AND YOU JUST WANNA TAKE HER AND SHAKE HER AND SCREAM IN HER FACE ALL OF THE AMAZING THINGS ABOUT HER JUST SO SHE WILL APPRECIATE HOW ABSOLUTELY LOVELY SHE IS
someone could be thinking this about you right now you never know
Oka, I plan on following everyone on tumblr
Please reblog so I can make this happen
recent studies reveal that 100% of abortions are performed on people who do not wish to be pregnant and 0% of abortions are performed on conservative republican men
*reblogs so fast it almost breaks computer*
i expect this post to have thousands of notes.
this makes me sick